It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

14/3/12

Woah. I can’t believe I’m actually quoting Taylor Swift lyrics, but I guess my situation just prompts me to do so. It’s only been two days, well, three weeks actually since I’ve been re-living my death all over again. I have to say that I still don’t want to accept my fate. Though I need to say that I honestly have never felt so free. Relief. That’s what I felt at first. No more constrictions, no strings attached. It’s like I’m breathing fresh air. But nostalgia is cunning. I only find myself missing and longing for you. I wish I could just hold you in my arms again and stay like that forever, not a care in the world as the world turns.