Oh, man. School starts next week, and yet I'm staying at home, all alone with my television dramas and thick fantasy books (City of Lost Angels, ftw). I ought to be doing something productive, like fix my school supplies, but I doubt that I'll be needing them on the first day. The teachers are likely to have different requirements for their class from last year's. It doesn't hurt to pray to be placed in a good section. I'm excited and anxious; I just hope I don't have a nervous breakdown! 

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Lol I really want to talk to someone, but gosh, my personal conflict and the circumstances are holding me back. I'm trying to reach them through some friends, but my friends don't have load. At all. I feel so lonely. :( I'm still trying to understand what I feel and want at the moment. When you let go, you don't expect what's gone to come back. But what if it does? In the meantime, I should just occupy myself with other thoughts. -sigh-

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I need to drink a glass of water. My writing doesn't seem coherent at the moment. :))